I should have kissed you more when I had the chance.
Sometimes I don’t understand why you and I are the way we are.
It’s been a year since I started this. So many things have changed and the amazing things have stayed the same. I just want good things to come.
I’ll never understand how some of my siblings are complete assholes to my parents. Most parents don’t help their kids as much as mine do, so really they should be kinder and help more. Little shits.
I sometimes think going to college is a waste. Trying to get into classes is like a battle for the hunger games. I never get the courses I need to finally get the hell out of there, I feel like i’ll be stuck forever. People say we need higher education to learn, but then they keep cutting the budgets for school, laying off more teachers, smaller classrooms, no air conditioner for the over 100 degrees weather, and less money to build a better environment for learning, yet they don’t feel bad for making us pay over five hundred bucks for two books. The system is corrupted and i’m so sick of feeling like this will get better for school.
I dreaded the day because of having to get up and work at the homeless shelter. But I have to say, once being there and setting up, giving out food to those in need, I was glad I volunteered.
There are days when I want to help the world with their problems, i’ll sit down and just listen to people talk for hours. Then there are some when I can’t even stand to look at people who want to come to me with their problems, I don’t know what i’m doing anymore.
I just want to sleep. Not because i’m sad or depressed, I just want to sleep because I feel so tired and i’m ready to just sleep. This weather makes me want to just sleep all the time.